.Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 6:13 PM Y
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Currently tuning into: Sixth Sense - Tak Bisa MemilihmuTelah jauh terpisah, diriku dan dirimu,
Dalam ruang dan waktu,
Sendiriku jalani sepiku, tanpa dirimu,
Resahku tanpa hadirmu,
Sungguh berat hatiku untuk merasakannya.The couple that fights the most is the one most in love. It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring. Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.Curik dr blog Bell. HOHO. Jgn mara tau syg, aku still kasi credit kat ko. (:
Had a talk with mum just now, otw to uni. She asked me how was Amin & I, & I said, "Uh, like that la," Lol. After that, fer some reason I storied everything to her, about how this happened, about how everything started. I told her about Sheeya, & why I was screaming at Amin over the phone while crying on that particular night. She understood fully, the whole situation, as I told her everything, about how I found her on Amin's recent calls list, how fer some unknown reason I was drawn to her Myspace, leading me to find out the truth fer myself, & well, basically every single detail. Even mum said it was ridiculous, how could he have another girlf behind my back, & want both; it was just downright ridiculous.
After the usual expected advise, move on with life, if you're both meant to be together nothing would seperate you guys, bla bla yada yada so & so, felt a lot better about things. Realize that it was true really, I have a life to life, other goals to achieve, more opportunities in life.
Why waste all my life just b'cuz of some breakup? Thinking back, if he was meant to be mine, nothing, not even this breakup now would keep us apart, we'd somehow end back together no matter what comes in the way. If we don't get back together, well, it's his loss, not mine. I tried my dead best to hold things together, but looks like all the effort I placed in didn't work did it. If this is what he wanted, well, aslkan you bahagia la kan.
Keje I ngan you dah beres. I dah wat pe yg ptut dah sblum ni. Skrg, tunggu mase je la. I dah byk kali ckp kan, klu you btol2 syg I buktikan la, tp t'nyata suda kan skrg. I syg gle2 kat you, you bkn xtau kan. It's never too late, I'm still here. But fyi, jgn tunggu smpi satu ari I dah btol2 pergi dr idop you br you nak wat sumthing. Tau la, maybe you rase cam senang je kan, pe ssah, cari je la lain. You sendiri pun ckp dlu kan, I ni pompuan yg plg senang utk diayat. Senang je you nak cari pompuan lain yg cam I, sedangkan you kan ske sgt nak main scandal2 blkg I dlu, xreti nak ubah. But I'll make sure, that wtvr happens, I'll be the one person in your life that can never be replaced, & never, ever, forgotten. & no other, will ever, love you the way I do.To change the topic, university. Haha. All the assignments & mid term tests this month, gosh, busy gle kot. Haha. Seriously, I love UTAR so goddamn much. The friends I made, most importantly all my classmates, I have a bright day b'cuz of them. All the laughter & jokes I share, especially with people like Jolyn, Nicholas, Kuan Hyen, Teck Wang, basically all my classmates, they're all like another new family to me. Shoutouts to those that read my blog, I love you people wey! Haha. ;)
Meanwhile, last night I dreamt that I got married. WTFFFF. Yea, in my dream, that I can rmbr n'way, I dreamt tht I was wearing this gorgeous white wedding dress, & spend my first night with my newly-wedded husband at this hotel, where the scenery was amazing, when you stood at the balcony. There was this breathtaking beach, where the moon & stars seemed so near you could almost touch them. Excuse me, my dream was all U okay, untuk tontonan semue. No 18sx or X-rated scenes aite. HAHA. No idea who tht mystery husband was though. Lol. Cam budak kecik already wey, dreaming of marriage. Haha,
