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.Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 3:32 PM Y

Currently tuning into: Kristinia Debarge - Goodbye

Am I supposed to put my life on hold,
because you don't know how to act,
and you don't know where your life is going,
Am I supposed to be torn apart, broken hearted, in a corner crying?
Pardon me if I don't show it,
I don't care if I never see you again,
I'll be alright,
Take this final piece of advice and get yourself together,
but either way baby, I'm gone.

see tht? tht's how I do baby. ;)

Cut my hair cuz it reminded me of you,
I know you like the long-do,
Had to switch my attitude up.

Not fer now, I love my long hair. Wtf.

Had my Public Speaking presentation yesterday, a talk show. Yours truly became the host for my group. Haha. N'way, our topic was about cartoons. Not much really, the whole talk show was awesome, we got a 48/50 fer it (yeay to us!;D) & everyone had a great laugh from their host, Ms. Rara Haha. Credits to Nick & Jolyn fer coming out with the weird name. T_T

There's a video of the whole presentation with Jolyn, but I haven't gotten it from her yet, so when I do I'll upload it here. I, myself haven't seen how shitty I looked yet. Pfft. Meanwhile, did a lot of camwhoring, since it wasn't everyday we wore formal. Haha. Let the pics do the talking yea. ;)

Me & Jolyn, during English class.

This, was our commercial break, done by Nicholas with his webcam. Damn funny wey! *LOL* Everyone had a laugh, even Ms Sharon requested it to be replayed before class ended. & Ms Phaveena, our English lecturer, came in just to see it again. Haha wtf.
Oh, you'll hear me laughing a lot in the background. Wtf.

Our class, drawn by Chung How I think. (:

Yo sexay mama HAHA. Ms Sharon Chu, who wants us to call her ChuChu. :|

Happy Tree Family haha. Yee Juin & Kuan Sing at the back, & Yee Wan, Yee Kuan, & Khe Li. They were the other group to present yesterday.

Our group, Nick, Prajiv, Shu Min, & Jolyn.
Fiddling with the action cards. Lol.

Shu Min. (:
Her voice damn cute one, like budak kecik haha.

Here's the dude tht tman me on my very 1st LRT ride to Keramat haha.
Nick, class clown HAHA. But also one of the most hardworking ones. (:

Prajiv, the 'gay' dude. Gay = happy okeh!!

Teck Wang, Nick's sidekick. Haha lol.
Snooker player from JB, & everyone's best friend. (:

Khe Li! Always look sleepy one haha.

Yee Kuan. Once she opens her mouths & starts talking & laughing you can't help but laugh too. Haha.

Ye Wan, another one of the silent ones. (:

After our talk shows, Sharon played a game with us,where she whispered into Nick's ear about something, & he had to whisper it to the next person, & so on, sending the msg across the room. However the last person got the msg all wrong, so we all supposingly kene dende, have to dance like Nick. But, well, the video below explains what happened after tht. Lmao.

After classes dropped by Makbul in Taipan to lpak with some myspace dude. Then kene sound some dumb auntie, b'cuz I parked in front of her car & she had to wait. Aku kan vvip, kesah. HOHO. Then stupid police give me saman near UTAR cuz I supposingly park in some restricted area. Wtf weh, nak aku park katne lak, atas kpale korg? Xcam babi lak korg.

Fer someone in my current state right now, I shouldn't be driving. Especially not one whose mind is so darn disturbed. Only God knows how many times I almost crashed my car yesterday while driving, & in addition to suicidal thoughts in my head, thinking about the possibility tht I'll actually die in a car accident, well, yea.

Been thinking a lot about death lately. Ntah, fikiran dah kaw2 t'ganggu kot skrg. I just feel so fucked up, about everything. You think I have a life? I feel trapped inside my own world for heck's sake. I just wanna go far far away, away from everyone, & never come back.

Don't worry really, unless there's one day I completely disappear from the face of the Earth without a trace, well, until then there's nothing to worry about.


.Farah Alia.
Growing up, lost in her ups & downs, desperately trying to find the real meaning of life. With only 18 yrs of experience in life, its a journey. With memories that can nvr be forgotten.


Family. <33
The best family ever. To mummy & papa; Bringing me into this world, raising me up & protecting me, you're the only ones that I know who would never abandon me. You taught me the importance of loving a family, to take care of others, to value life & live as a good person. Even if once I didn't understand why & thought tht you were a nuisance to me, as I grow older I started to know why, & try my best to appreciate it. Of course, growing up, as Mummy puts it, I nvr know how high the sky is or how deep the ground is, in other words, I don't know my limits, but one thing's fer sure, I'll nvr forget how important family really is. Words of wisdom, I live to the fullest each day. I love you all.

Friends. <33
All sorts. Close, best, good, or just friends. All around, to laugh with, to share with, to be together with. Besties like Nad, supportive when they can be, there to cheer you up when you're down, we need people like that in our lives. I'm grateful to have friends like y'all, to share the fun I experience with. To just talk, or chill, or hangout. A part of your life that is always a must fer everyone. I love y'all. (:


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