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.Saturday, May 09, 2009 @ 8:18 PM Y
.silence.

Currently tuning into: Ne-yo - Mad

UTAR, UNISEL, UNITAR. Got acceptance letters from all, except fer UTAR. My acceptance will be confirmed by next week I guess. & I've planned really. If I don't get accepted into UTAR, I'll register into Sunway University College & do my A-Levels there. & then hopefully, continue my studies in London. According to mummy those born there usually get discount in studying there. So, might as well try my luck right? Tht is, klu msuk Sunway la kan.

My mind's finally numb from thinking. That's why today I did the last thing I wanted to ever do, which was leave Amin. I didn't want to feel as if I was forcing him through all this, & it's seemed like the best solution really. But in the end, he insisted nothing was wrong, so yea, we're still together. Wtf.

It seemed so easy, calmly sending a text, no tears, no sadness, nothing. But after that, well, steady shaking, trembling, & silent tears was enough to explain the whole situation I guess. I guess I overestimate at times how strong I am. I sure have a whole lot to learn about myself.

Life's too short really to think too much, even more so when nothing really happens, even if you think. It's not like after a whole lot of thinking the problems magically go away or something. There's just a whole lot more things more important in life. Guess I just needed peace, to somehow think straight.

Oh. I'm finally eating again, after almost 3-4 days of basically not eating. If I'm not careful the 5kg I lost is gonna come back with another xtra 10kg HAHA. Pfft. Xmati lak aku. Tht's it. Tmrw I'm gonna refrain myself from eating again. T_T


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.Farah Alia.
Growing up, lost in her ups & downs, desperately trying to find the real meaning of life. With only 18 yrs of experience in life, its a journey. With memories that can nvr be forgotten.

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