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.Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 11:07 PM Y
.silence.

Currently tuning into: Dj Cat Nyc - Lollipop

I swear to God tht I don't fucking wanna go PLKN. Seriously, I'd rather die than go fer those 3 months, especially not now.

I just don't know why, if you look at it really it's nothing, but duhh, ntah. Maybe it's the fact that I don't want to come home after 3months & find tht everything has changed. Or I just don't wanna be far away from mummy & Amin. Or maybe just..gah! Xtau la akuuuuuu!!! Xkusut lak aku skrg.

So now syg's giving all sorts of opinions fer me to try escape NS. Mummy however says if I really no choice it's best I go fer NS 1st, then only continue studies. However, bottom line, I don't fucking wanna go, it's scary. I'd freaking die there wey! I'd get so homesick I'd stop eating & sleeping completely & eventually DIE wey wtffff. Now I'm wishing I freaking had cancer or heart attack or sumthing. Pfft.

I feel like a 4 yr old kid on her 1st day of preschool. I feel like crying. Gah I'm such a baby. T_T


Meanwhile, I'm starting class tmrw. English. Watch out people, this bitch from London's gonna fucking beat y'all.







MEY


.Farah Alia.
Growing up, lost in her ups & downs, desperately trying to find the real meaning of life. With only 18 yrs of experience in life, its a journey. With memories that can nvr be forgotten.

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The best family ever. To mummy & papa; Bringing me into this world, raising me up & protecting me, you're the only ones that I know who would never abandon me. You taught me the importance of loving a family, to take care of others, to value life & live as a good person. Even if once I didn't understand why & thought tht you were a nuisance to me, as I grow older I started to know why, & try my best to appreciate it. Of course, growing up, as Mummy puts it, I nvr know how high the sky is or how deep the ground is, in other words, I don't know my limits, but one thing's fer sure, I'll nvr forget how important family really is. Words of wisdom, I live to the fullest each day. I love you all.








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All sorts. Close, best, good, or just friends. All around, to laugh with, to share with, to be together with. Besties like Nad, supportive when they can be, there to cheer you up when you're down, we need people like that in our lives. I'm grateful to have friends like y'all, to share the fun I experience with. To just talk, or chill, or hangout. A part of your life that is always a must fer everyone. I love y'all. (:



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